Do you know this feeling.. the feeling that sometimes you can't take something anymore, and you're about to breakdown. That feeling that you can't escape, though you've tried soo hard.. The feeling that makes you lose yourself.. your sanity. And you know that you can't keep sitting back. Then you tend to give up.. The chances of losing, it makes you numb. Like your world suddenly stops. and time passes you by. You don't even know how, and where to gather your strength from.. But you always end up fighting.. fighting for more. Fighting for the chances of what could be.. You're about to give up. But barely stopping the scene.

Do you know that feeling? when your mind tells you 'no', but your heart tells you to go. And you know which one is right, but you keep following the wrong one.. and You want to do what's right. but you keep taking risks, taking chances that you know aren't good. You want to guard your heart. but then you keep opening it to someone. Giving your heart to them; piece by piece..

If what i'm writing is nonsense. tell me. cause i've never really thought of this until now; the thought of losing my heart to someone who doesn't even care, who doesn't even know that i exist. He may know that i do, but he doesn't know what's inside of me; how i feel and how i am.

You're supposed to know it... when you're close to getting hurt. You know when it's happening and you know when to stop. You should stop daydreaming and set your mind to reality. You should. But you can't...